The idea of waiting.
Sitting around and applying hope or even fear. Sometimes we are put in situations where we must uphold our sense of patience. A sense of an elaborate inner understanding that things can go either way. Does that then mean that we will obtain of what we want?
Maybe what we want is not always what we want.
My mind tends to want to run miles and miles without rest. Thought upon thought. Half-filled by another, linked to the projection of their unhealed experiences. So the idea of sitting and waiting consumes me with rage and sadness at times. I think, why do I have to wait, if I have waited my entire life? I want to allow myself to acknowledge this feeling. While innerrstanding that I will always be waiting. I will always want, even after I have obtained. So what does one do in these waiting periods? In these moments, we must uphold patience for ourselves.
How exactly is that done? Especially when your brain has been chemically induced in an environment that upheld no patience. I would start off by recognizing the concepts that I want. Proceeding with a sense of gratefulness for my existing moment. Acknowledging the root of the thought.
What would this look like:
"recognizing the concepts that I want."
I claim_____
I am _____
"gratefulness for my existing moment"
Remaining present in the now Hold space for the environment you are in now.
"Acknowledging the root of the thought."
Ask yourself, have you heard this thought before, where?
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