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Today I will be discussing the matter of fear. A source of darkness. Emerged from the depths within. I will admit I placed myself in an elongated position of survival mode. The mode it which my breathe could be held within. The mode in which I feared to be perceptualized by anyone else. Due to the fear of not being enough. Which caused a disruption in my chemical balance. Taking me out of balance. I figured anger and sadness was how my entire life would exist. As does one who was solely shown the magnitude of disruption. You began to believe you are of a disruptive nature. Which I would have to say is to some degree truth. As we have both concepts in us the broken and the pieced. The light and the dark, the duality.
Fear holds one in a position that is most comfortable. Which is why it is much easier to blame people and hold guilt in this state. Because fear will not be taken into account, it doesn't hold any belief. A core of rotten depth. When no accountability is held, one seeks to position themselves in stance that is blameful. This person did this to me, so I am this way, Rather than obtaining the knowledge from the situation. We forget about the fact that we gained just as much as a loss had occurred. When we hold accountability, we are able to see both sides. The dual, the battle is no longer against one side, but reflected between both.
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